Relax

Now this is not going to be a blog about Frankie or Hollywood. In fact I don't even know where this is going, I'm gonna rid my head of what ever comes to mind.

But firstly football, not my best topic at the moment but USA's fight to the final and attitude showed something, that no matter your skill level will and determination can triumph. Ultimately however they did not and Brazil won 3 - 2 in the final. With some pretty smooth performances and a wrongly judged disallowed goal, but here is some of the action.
Links for all the best goals are there as well, one paticular italian isn't too bad, not the goal scorer but check out the control on the sideline!

But I'm now going to go a bit downhearted now.
Its been a difficult week, serious family issues to contend with, constant worrying about my little brothers secondary school place and the minor problem of the person I like being harder to get hold of than an excited cat.
None of those I can have any control over, so I try and set it to the back of my mind and do other stuff fixing bikes, riding bikes, but there is only so far that goes. It isn't even as if I have the excuse that no one is here and there are no friends in Bristol.

I have regressed, devolved or evolved into the desk bound goal junkie, I can't relax anymore, waking up at 5am regularly. I am back to the antisocial state of my life pre 6th form.
Well I think this, I might be beating myself up, it could be my attitude beating myself up about the stuff, what ifs and hypotheticals. I don't fear change; I fear no more chances, no way back.